One beautiful evening.

Pada suatu hari, kami berlima (terdiri daripada Teh Chye Phing, Nazihah Abdul Rauf, Siti Syahidah Adnan, Nik Nur Syazwani Rosli dan Khairul Badriyah Kamariza) pergi berjalan-jalan di sebuah bukit yang terletak di Putrajaya Precinct 11. Nama bukit tersebut ialah Taman Saujana Hijau.

Tempat tu best saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangat! :)

Hijau nan permai, angin mendayu-dayu, suara burung berkicauan, sinaran mentari yang menyenangkan... haha!

geli sungguh ayat. tapi serious! memang cantik, terasa macam ada kat oversea pulak.. :D

tak percaya? cuba tgk gambar2 ni...

cantik kan? model2 tu pun cantik jugak. hehe

kalau senang2, dtg la tempat ni, bersiar-siar sambil menyihatkan badan. okay? bubbye =)

Last week was a challenge. This week may be fun.

Last week was not a very good week to me. I was totally not me. I blew up easily, I had disgusting bad mood, I had very much anger and the most important of all, I don't know why. Crazy!

I tried to control myself. I did keeping myself away from anybody. I did some praying and zikir to make my heart calmer. I did try to ignore those bad influences. but somehow, I failed. but I cried because of failing. huhu

and as usual, the workloads never get lesser and lesser, stress in the other side building up higher and higher. Yes, people say, stress is very good for your performance. I knew it. Trying to be positive by all means.

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Entering the new week, I got something new to start with. Last weekend, I spend my whole week reading. A book entitled Fit For Life. Such a nice book. If you people are very looking forward for some turning point in your health or your diet, please search for this book. It is very informative and supportive. The principles are easy to understand and easy to follow. What a nice book I've read. Worth reading!

The first day of the week, I started my day with a glass of warm water plus with half-cut lemon. MASAM! then I got a green apple, very high in antioxidant, good for balancing your free radicals and ensuring good health in the future. As the saying goes, an apple a day keeps the doctor away!

Let us see for any improvements in my health and appearance.. You can try too! :)

Since there's so many things to do, test, quiz, assignment and presentation, wish me a very joyous week this time. ^_^




note: I got his number! hehe

Its about homeopathy and agree to disagree

Four months ago, I was instructed to consult a psychiatrist. I did. I did go to him and I took medications.

Was I crazy? or am I still crazy?

It is not crazy, it's just something disorder in my mind. and I know deep in my heart, its not the problem with my mental state, there is something behind everything.

After two months plus studying about homeopathy, now I understand, there is something behind my sickness, something that cannot be seen but it's there. Something that hard to be explained but can be felt.

It's my vital force that is sick. He is sick. He has lost many many years back and now, he is really telling me, he is sick!

and he needs help!

Fortunately, I have good friends here. Mingle around with them making me feel more comfortable and realize that everything has cure. Everything except death. And I really want to help people, firstly by making them to realize that how important health is to the quality of life. 

Homeopathy really has awaken me!

and now, it is not my alternative treatment but it is my FIRST way treatment no matter how serious the case is. (insyaallah)

Everybody has their own opinion. Why?

This is because we can never be able to look one thing as a whole. never! why?

because we are humans. and humans have MANY limitations.

For example, in the story of blind men with the elephant. everyone says different perception about the elephant but the fact is, nobody knows the whole thing about elephant.

We, humans, are like them. We are actually blind. Only God knows everything.

So, its okay to have different opinions. The best thing about this is when we can agree to disagree. Not many can do this, honestly!

One last word for today, let us start learning -> agree to disagree. =)

Why am I like this?

I don't know why but I seem to be always rebellious (with certain people).

I always have different thought with someone older than me, especially the ladies.

Arggh! Hate this.

I tried to keep quiet and ignore them. but I can't.

It hurts me.

I just want the truth to be known and justified. Honestly!

I want to be loved by Him, a lot.

This evening, I'm alone in this comfortable-small-room of mine in Cyberjaya, listening to some sort of music and when I reached to this song - Open your eyes by Maher Zain, my tears dropped down without me realizing. This song really touches my heart. 

I miss The Almighty. 

I really miss Him.

All this while, He has been with me, guarding me, giving me life, showing me the direction but I always forget Him. 

And one thing came cross my mind; whatever He gives me is the best thing for me and that is what I need, maybe not what I want. 

He sends his love by the people around me; who always take care of me, who always remind me, who always be there for me. I realize, its His love, not their love.

I miss Him. I cried because I miss him. I want to be loved by Him a lot.