Perfidy

Two ears of mine
listen,
Two eyes of mine
see,
but later my heart breaks

Two hands of mine
hold,
hold myself strong
telling myself
don't cry

Two legs of mine
locked,
nowhere to go
no place to hide
my flowing tears

Looking outside of the window
searching for a friend
a real friend
I wish, it would at least be a bird

Hurtful
Disappointed

Forgive me
when I ignore you in the future
I will
because you asked me to

You were in my heart
like the others
but you left the special place
with a wound
that never stop bleeding

Love this. It really gives me strength.

Love it! :)

Saya buat 1 personality test tadi, kalau korang nak try, try kat sini. 


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Syndrom Final Exam

Jantung berdegup laju, muka mula ditumpangi jerawat, selera makan mula meninggalkan diri, tengkuk mula meminjam rasa sakit. Ini semua penangan minggu-minggu exam yang bakal menjelma tidak lama lagi iaitu minggu depan. huhu

Tak tau kenapa tapi nervous sangat nak exam ni, risau semacam je, takut tak dapat nak cover semua syllabus. adoih.

Ya Allah, bantu lah aku ya Allah, dalam menghadapi urusan Mu ini.

p/s: 9 paper total semuanya, dalam masa 2 minggu berturut2, dengan hanya weekends and 1 public holidays in between for some rest!

Bersama Family Tercinta

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Tak terlambat lagi kan =)

Tak nak banyak cakap, just nak share sweet moments with family kat rumah mahupun di luar rumah.

Check it out!

Gambar saya takde. Haha. Takpelah, lain kali je. Bagi chance kat orang lain nak popular kejap :p :p :p

Usaha lagi!

Assalamualaikum. :)

Semakin banyak hari, semakin banyak benda yang aku belajar. Banyak sangat.

Dengan itu juga, semakin banyak mengajar aku tentang kesabaran dan kematangan. Aku sedang berusaha sedaya upaya untuk sabar dan redha dengan semua yang terjadi yang Allah dah tentukan. Sebab aku yakin, everything happened for a good reason, kenapa kita nak marah2, salahkan takdir untuk semua perkara yang tidak sehaluan dengan kemahuan kita. :)

Kawan-kawan, bersabarlah sikit dan cuba untuk memahami tempat orang lain. Aku juga masih mencuba dan mencuba. Mungkin tak perfect tapi hanya Tuhan yang tahu usaha kita. Walaupun kadang-kadang usaha itu tidak mendatangkan sebarang kejayaan tapi yang penting usaha. Usahalah sebanyak mungkin, sehingga engkau penat menunggu kejayaannya, Allah Maha Mengetahui segala apa yang engkau kerjakan.

Semoga kita semua tenteram dan berjaya.

note: sepatutnya study utk Anat, Physio esok serta PM utk exam this Mon tapi apakan daya, dah banyak hari tak cukup tido, kena rest sekejap, rehatkan minda.

Dugaan

Sabar. Redha.

2 perkataan yang selalu aku cakapkan pada diri sendiri 2-3 hari ni. Hampir setiap saat aku bermonolog dengan hati. Saat-saat yang paling aku rasa tenang ---- atas tikar sejadah. Terharu, sebak, sedih, rindu, syukur bermacam-macam perasaan bila lekatnya hati pada sejadah. Rindukan Penciptaku yang sentiasa mengawasiku, yang sentiasa bersamaku, yang sentiasa memberi segala nikmat padaku. Ya Allah. Berbanyak-banyak syukur atas rasa tenang yang kau berikan ini Ya Allah.

Kalau dugaan ini boleh mengizinkan aku untuk merasa ketenanganMu, merasa kecintaanMu, aku redha dengan dugaanMu ini Ya Allah. Tabahkanlah hati untuk aku terus bersabar dan setia bersamaMu.

note: Zulhijjah menjelma, menandakan penghijrahan wajar dibuat (:

Back to School

Setelah seronok bercuti walaupun hanya tiga hari, tapi masa-masa yang telah dispendkan di rumah adalah sangat best! Keluar dengan family adalah yang terbaik. Tengok tv dengan family adalah yang terseronok. Makan dengan family adalah yang terkenyang. Hehe :p

Now, back in school. Haiz. Come on! Come on! Motivate yourself!

Just wanna share one quote from my lecturer.

"How you love people? To accept them.

Complete acceptance is unconditional love."

note: Study week in 2 weeks time.how fast. =.=

Happy Deepavali & Happy Holiday!

I'm home! =)

A pleasure or a disaster?

Of course pleasure! hehe

after a-bunch-of-assignments-and-workloads-but-still-interesting week I had, I managed to get home and get some rest, besides spending more quality time with my family.

Yesterday (3/11/10) was Teh's Birthday. Happy Birthday Teh! =)

Teh Chye Phing 

Night before we went for pizza dinner, ordered 2 kinds of pizza, vege & non-vege, with some other accessories, it was fantastic. I am sorry Teh if the dinner didn't do any fabulous to you. That's all I and the other friends can do. hope you like it!

I had something very interesting this week, something positive, which I can present to my parents proudly. Hope that will motivate me to achieve more. =)

Some other not-so-good things and more negatively charged, I'd like to forget them all and just look at the bright side.

One thing I learn from all things so far I've been studying here, is maturity. It really teaches me about maturity.

Just now, Teh asked me, what is my birthday wish this year. Oh, 22nd Nov is my birthday hehe. Ok, so she asked me but nothing I can think about because I am sooo grateful with everything I have today and I don't feel good asking for more.

after thinking and thinking, maybe there's one thing I really want --> maturity =)

I have 3 days to rest, 3 days to enjoy days without formal lecture, 3 days to spend with my family. Let's use time wisely =)

Happy Deepavali and Happy Holiday everyone! ^_^

note: All the best to those having exams too.

One beautiful evening.

Pada suatu hari, kami berlima (terdiri daripada Teh Chye Phing, Nazihah Abdul Rauf, Siti Syahidah Adnan, Nik Nur Syazwani Rosli dan Khairul Badriyah Kamariza) pergi berjalan-jalan di sebuah bukit yang terletak di Putrajaya Precinct 11. Nama bukit tersebut ialah Taman Saujana Hijau.

Tempat tu best saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangat! :)

Hijau nan permai, angin mendayu-dayu, suara burung berkicauan, sinaran mentari yang menyenangkan... haha!

geli sungguh ayat. tapi serious! memang cantik, terasa macam ada kat oversea pulak.. :D

tak percaya? cuba tgk gambar2 ni...

cantik kan? model2 tu pun cantik jugak. hehe

kalau senang2, dtg la tempat ni, bersiar-siar sambil menyihatkan badan. okay? bubbye =)

Last week was a challenge. This week may be fun.

Last week was not a very good week to me. I was totally not me. I blew up easily, I had disgusting bad mood, I had very much anger and the most important of all, I don't know why. Crazy!

I tried to control myself. I did keeping myself away from anybody. I did some praying and zikir to make my heart calmer. I did try to ignore those bad influences. but somehow, I failed. but I cried because of failing. huhu

and as usual, the workloads never get lesser and lesser, stress in the other side building up higher and higher. Yes, people say, stress is very good for your performance. I knew it. Trying to be positive by all means.

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Entering the new week, I got something new to start with. Last weekend, I spend my whole week reading. A book entitled Fit For Life. Such a nice book. If you people are very looking forward for some turning point in your health or your diet, please search for this book. It is very informative and supportive. The principles are easy to understand and easy to follow. What a nice book I've read. Worth reading!

The first day of the week, I started my day with a glass of warm water plus with half-cut lemon. MASAM! then I got a green apple, very high in antioxidant, good for balancing your free radicals and ensuring good health in the future. As the saying goes, an apple a day keeps the doctor away!

Let us see for any improvements in my health and appearance.. You can try too! :)

Since there's so many things to do, test, quiz, assignment and presentation, wish me a very joyous week this time. ^_^




note: I got his number! hehe